OK… I went to the doc’s almost a week ago.. we given meds and now feel bak to my “normal” personage. I’ve never been one to really get sick.. This isnt cool…:(
But i guess it puts me back on track with being healthy and informed.
see.. things happen in 3s. I missed placed a set of keys.. and then got my fone stolen:(
so now thats out of the way i can go bak to normal-ville 
Thank u!!!
Sore throat… stuffie nose.. 
Not cool. And all i want right now is to find my other dvd case. I’m looking for a dvd and cant find it. doesnt seem to be paked..:(
OH WHAT A GRAND DAY IT WILL B WHEN GET MOVED IN!!!! i hope. !
Everything BAK to having a place!
Hey if your going to go violent I say never fight fire with fire… fight fire with NAPALM!!:)
Go All out!
I like the way it sounds. Biscuit!
dont be surprised if you hear me saying it out of the blue one day. It just fun to say..:)
Biscuit!
Ok.. if you think that title’s weird think how i fealt hearing it said at a local grade school by the principal. lol I was working with a group from work to upgrade RAM for a local school. While in the main offiice at the school I over heard a conversation going on froma young man who was brought tothe office by a monitor. The boy was obviously upset and was saying little. I got the impression he gave his story once or twice and was quite sick of repeating himself and only getting into more trouble. From what i gathered the story went as follows: Boy in hall is having a dissagreement with a younger, smaller girl. THe smaller girl threatens the boy with kicking him in the “gentles” – a reference from the show HomeMovies on AdultSwim. Watch it wont you. www.adultswim.com- Understandibly the kid doesnt take well to this and when the girl starts to act on her threat he shoves her to the floor kinda hard. This causes her to get emotional and start crying. Ppl show up and they are all brought to the main office.
This is where I get to listen in direct. After the principal gets off a phone call, she listens to the story at hand. She’s told the boy says the the girl said she was going to ” kick him in the balls” The principal kinda surprised me with her reply. She’s was kinda gruff i noticed earlier in the day and her first response to this was quite empathetic. She tells the boy that even though this younger and smaller girl was attempting to kick him in the “balls” that he shouldnt have shoved her as he did. He should have restrained her effectivly and requested adult intervention. Sure, makes sense in hind sight. But i’m sorry, being kicked in the gentles _ i luv this term, is just NOT something to think rationally about. I’ve never been kicked, thankfully, but i have been nudge wrong, grazed and moved uncomfortablly, so having ANY forced pressure would not be cool.
What caught me odd was the principal’s next lines. She switched from the empathectic adult back to a ruff speaking intructor. She says ” and we dont say dick and balls. It’s penis and scrotum. If you are going to talk about this, use the correct terms”
I’m thinking ok.. as nice as it would be to be ‘adult’ about this I cant see ANY ONE especially an 8 or 9 year old talking about his PENIS or scotum around anyone except a doctor. Its just not cool.
What was the lesson?
” @ least you honest.” Seem to be the newest repeat term to describe me. I’ve been trying to be more open.. not as locked away as I’m used to. I’ve made myself more direct and at time directly honest.. I used to be the kind of person who was so out of touch with what feelings were that I would have NOTHING to say unless it was sweet and pleasing to both mouth and ear. Now… ” @ least I’m honest” is the trend I seem to be in. I got angry and bitter when b4 i would let things roll off me like water. I thought that this was how ppl were supposed to be. Hard/direct/Honest/Open. I used to look at these ppl and think they were kinda jerks or @ssholes. But then i could never understand why ppl would ALWAYS want to be around them. These ppl would always get the attention I wanted. I wanted to be noticed too. i thought i did. I think I do. what’s with me.. Life wasn’t this hard.. LOL.. Yes it was. Life isnt ez…
but it seems so smooth.. on tv.
I don’t get what I’m supposed to do.. or if I should still be trying to do something. I’m told that Insanity is to do the same thing repeatedly unsuccessfully and yet expecting and different outcome.
Am i insane. I’d say yes.. but I’m not even sure if what I’m doing would be considered repeating. I try different things and just don’t get the outcome I want. So what would that be..?
OK.. I’m feeling better.
*outie
I think i can build the world!!!Zoe’s having her bathroom opened and made into two bathrooms. Her step dad is a contractor and he’s doing the work. Bc i’m working on moms shaop/apt I want as much knowledge as possible. I took a persosnal day so i could work with the ppl on this job. I learned more quick tricks and why’s that i honestly beleive i can fix/build ANYTHING!!!! Ithink the hardest part to any of this would be having funds.. and buying material. I’m not that big on home depot that i need to hit that place like 10xs a week. I’m just NOT that into it. But u have to go. Also tools.. GOOD tools are needed. “have the right tool and youcan do ANY job.” I see that iwillhave to purchase corded power tools. You do get more power. In just todayh i have had 3 new business ideas. Try it. Thru-out a dayh just listen to ppl. What they dont like or do want.. see if it;s something youcan provide.
LIfe is hard… Death is ez.. Life is short Dying takes forever. Is something wrong here…:)
Hmm identity theft…. Am I really that vulnerable. I’mnot also digging being me… why would someone else want to trade..:)
Tired.Manual labour make a person tired…
gnite
Ok.. ive been getting more comments about the fact that i ahave a lot of pictures of me.
1. The link IS called ME..ME….ME!!!! for a reason. 
2. It was only suppsed to a test. PS has this cool auto-photo layout built in. It takes a folder and make them into a layout. all u do is set the frame name and the photo sizes.
Cool.
I will be adding friends pictures and others VERY soon. So there!
You ever just have issues or feel that no matter what you do some things just WONT go the way u want them to? I have this issue where i just cant stay balanced. i get a nice collection of shirts i have no pants.. I have shorts but lack t-shirts. Friends, freetime, $$. Nothing seems to stay in any form of equilibrium.
mayb i’m just looking at thing wrong…:)