I’m not really “feeling ” this holiday. The “season” for caring and giving should be year-round. I’m not trying to subscribe to the fullness of “commercial Christmas” but i do buy. :T I think holidays are REALLY about being around those you do and dont see on the regular and dedicating happy time energies. That’s just how i feel about it. Basic research shows that many of the holidays we celebrate for religious purpose is based on trumping some other social celebration. Halloween, Christmas, Thanksgivings all were rededicated to get ppl to refocus to how the ruling religion thought ppl shoudl be thinking about. I think only EASTER really holds to being original. And even THAT has been stolen by a rabbit and marshmallow chics.. I just like ripping their heads off.

I really do have the focus this year. While pushing out with photography…. I’ve been pushing inward on personal socializing. I was just thinking today, ” i miss when being in luv was simple, carefree and eazy. Now a days looking takes too much energy and too much effort just to really LIKE someone. Ah.. younger luv. How do I miss thee lol ”

So Butter beer and friends it is this year. I’ll do something at the house when i get into the new year. just trying to finalize plans.

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